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Tuesday, July 2, 2013

The longest I've gone without blogging...

I suck at keeping up with my blog.  I think that it has served its purpose, perhaps.  I don't know.  All I know is that I read your blogs, I think...wow, Laura Belle is doing a challenge, blog everyday in July...I should do that.  Then, I don't.  I don't know why.  I just don't feel like blogging much.  I am still with my unfill.  I definitely want it back, maybe not so much as I had before, but at least 3/4 of the way back to were I was. I was supposed to get a fill today, they called and rescheduled me til next Wednesday! Not cool!  I'm really hungry...a lot! And, I'm eating way more than I should be.  The scale has rewarded my efforts in the eating arena and gone up! Yuck.  Not too bad, but I'm up 5 pounds.  Every morning I say to myself: "Self, you gotta get a grip, you've got to get control of your food again! I also say, I almost would rather vomit everyday again than be hungry, hungry and able to eat! OY!" Then, I realize, no....I don't want to be throwing up again.  But I don't want to feel out of control and I certainly don't want to gain weight.  I've noticed that I feel much fatter right now then I did when I weighed a ton  more.  What's up with that?

In other news, my oldest son has been in Europe for 2.5 weeks and will return on Saturday, my youngest has been in Colorado for a week and returns tomorrow.  I have not been able to talk to  him, as he's on a hiking adventure and they take their phones from them.  I miss them sooooo much and can't wait to see them!!!

So, other than sucking at blogging and sucking at food. that's about it in my life.
How about you?

Take it easy...
T

6 comments:

Sally Hamilton said...

I haven't blogged in many months and ended up deleting my blog because it got so bogged down with spam comments, some of which were quite vulgar - nothing directed at my blog, just phishing - but still vulgar. Good to hear from you. I'm still maintaining.

Steph said...

I'm trying to keep up with blogging, but so many other things just sort of take over! Quitting smoking has me up on the scale, but I'm not fretting too bad, so you shouldn't sweat your small gain. Just remember you have an awesome trip to look forward to in October! :)

Donut Diva said...

Blogging is hard when you don't have too much to tell, and I don't have many followers. Planning on getting a tummy tuck in a few weeks so I am excited and nervous about it.
glad to hear you are well, getting an unfill is hard. When I did I gained 7 pounds, it was not good.
Heidi
www.bandedup.blogspot.com

♥ Drazil ♥ said...

I took my first blogging break ever and not even on purpose...it felt weird-ish. Good to hear from you!

Dinnerland said...

It's hard, but keep trying. And as for the blogosphere-- a lot of us who were blogging a lot at the same time took a break at the same time-- but I see many people back. Keep posting!

Beth Ann said...

I totally get what you are talking about. I jumped back in because it helps me keep working at it. <3 you!