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Wednesday, March 27, 2013

3 year bandiversary!

 
Well hey there! I hope you're doing well.  I'm 2 days late on this post, but I'm celebrating my 3 year band anniversary.  I can tell you I have learned a great deal in the past 3 years, about myself, about my band, about food addiction and so much more.  So, I'm going to share a little about the last few years with you.
 
I was hoping that I would be able to report a trip to onederland for my 3 year anniversary, but that didn't happen, however....I'm pleased to say that I weighed in this morning at 201. That is 65 pounds down from the day of my surgery, 76 pounds down from the day of my consult and 84 pounds down from my heaviest recorded weight (which may or may not be my actual highest weight, lol!)
 
I feel really good right now, physically and mentally! I had a real wake up call recently when I went for my unfill and they were unable to access my port.  It scared me and made me really stop and do some soul searching about what my expectations were for my band and what I needed to do differently.  I realized something that I really knew already,  that, for the most part, the problems I was having with my band were self-induced.  I knew that I needed to make some changes if I was ever going to make peace with this piece of plastic in my gut.
 
So, here's what I did differently.  First of all, it was the beginning of Lent, so I decided to give up drinking for Lent, I did this last year, but found that I was replacing my love of wine with my love of chocolate and all things sweet.  So, this year I gave up drinking and I gave up sweets.  I learned that if I want to lose weight again, I'm going to have to stop drinking on weekdays at the very least.  I'm consuming too many liquid calories and then, after having a few drinks, my band is loosey goosey and I overindulge...double whammy! I also realized after the first week off of sweets, that I have a real problem with sugar. I felt so horrible getting off of it, I had headaches and moodiness. It really had a hold on me.  Once I got off of sugar, I found out that it really is true, when you don't eat sugar, you don't crave it! How about that?
 
Then I decided to just stop and pay attention to my band, if I was tight...I just ate soup or a shake, amazingly, a great deal of my tightness issues resolved when I stopped forcing things.  I had to really work hard on this one, because my food issues go way back, and when I can't eat because of tightness, it was nearly always followed by me feeling sorry for myself and medicating with bad food choices that slid on through my band.
 
Today, 3 years later, I can honestly say that I am so glad I got my band and I would do it again.  I feel so much more in control of my life and my food than before.  I have more confidence and I really feel like I will eventually get the rest of my weight off and I feel like I will be able to keep it off.  
 
I looked back over my list from way back...the top 10 things I wanted from my band:
 
 10. To no longer be obese. (I am officially just overweight!!! My BMI is 29.7, I just found this out, I hadn't checked in ages so this was exciting news for me today!)


9. To feel comfortable in my clothes. (Definitely, I feel really good, I can shop in regular stores, today I'm actually wearing a pair of jeans that my sister handed down to me, they are a size 14!!)


8. To get my blood pressure under control. (I'm off of one BP med, but still on one, but my blood pressure is great and I feel really good.)


7. To take a beach vacation and not feel inclined to wear at tent! (We haven't been back to the beach but I have been swimming with friends and I feel pretty normal!)

6. To adjust the seat in my car without having to move my butt to one side to get my arm down there! (Victory!!! My butt no longer hangs off of either side of the seat!)


5. To no longer know the Muffin man! (he lives above my waist) -- (Success! Unless I try on something that obviously doesn't fit, no muffin top!)

4. To weigh less than my husband. (I was for a while, but he's doing great, he's lost a bunch of weight and he's really working hard to keep it off!)

3. To wear a football mom shirt and not feel so out of place. (Done! I'm now successfully wearing the track mom shirts and feel great!)

2. To weigh less than the average starting lineman on any given Sunday.(Done! The actual average weight of linemen in the NFL is 270, so Yay!)
And....the number one thing I want from the band.....

1. For my personality to be bigger than my butt! (I've always had a pretty big personality, but the interesting thing about that is...I no longer feel the need to be the life of the party at all moments, I've really gotten to a point in my life, and this probably has more to do with age than weight loss, where I am pretty darn comfortable in my own skin! So...I say success!

So, 9 out of 10 is not bad.  Like I said, I've had a really shift in my perception and in the way I'm doing things.  I think success is the course I'm bound for. 

I will leave you with a picture comparison:
 
 The left is me the night before my surgery, looking really happy...at 266 pounds, size 24 pants, on the right is me this morning at 201 and wearing my sister's size 14 pants.  So, happy Bandiversary to me, and many more!
 
Big Hugs!
T

 




















19 comments:

Steph said...

You look wonderful and I am just so happy for you!!! :)

♫ Drazil ♪ said...

Loved reading things you've learned...and have loved being a part of your journey. You look fabulous as always. xoxo

Anna said...

You look great, my friend! I am smack dab in the middle of a sugar addiction right now and Easter candy is so. not. helping. I really need to just cut it out completely because I'm learning that it's totally a trigger food for me. Blah. Congrats on meeting your goals!

Catherine55 said...

Happy bandiversary!! You look great and are certainly all the healthier and wiser for the last three years! I'm so glad that I've gotten to know you through this process! :)

Tina @ The Bandit Girl said...

Look great and sound even better. Thank you for sharing your lessons!

Sandy said...

You look great. I'm right with you about reevaluating the stuff that passes my lips. I do have the muffin man around my middle not just a top. So onward to even more success.

SuperMegaAnna said...

You look fantastic and sound even better. It sounds like you are at a very good place with your Lap Band!

Lap Band Gal said...

Yay! Happy bandiversary!!

Sarah G said...

Happy Bandiversary!

~Miss Lorie~ said...

Awesome post! You look fantastic!

Robyn's Nest said...

Happy Three Years! You look great.

While I was reading this I was thinking that we have so much in common......

RockBand Barbie said...

Happy bandiversary!!! You look amazing :)

Joey said...

AWWWWWwwwwwww.....!!!!! You look GREAT! This means I totally spaced my 3 year anniversary since I was banded shortly before you. Oh well, I've been focused on this alien growing inside me. Miss you, you golden goddess!

Linda said...

You've done so well. It's a struggle even with the band, but you've made the most of it.

Amanda M. said...

You look great! You should be proud! :)

Kay S said...

Happy Bandiversary! Those are some awesome accomplishments!

Barbara said...

sexy momma!!! you look FANTASTIC and congrats on 3 yrs.. WORK IT!!

Gilly said...

My favourite thing about your band? It helped me to meet you!! You are an amazing woman, and always an inspiration to me!

mdlapband said...

I just found your blog and this post hits so close to home for me. I'm about a year and a half behind you and gone through so many of the same things. It's just such a crazy growing/changing experience. I'm excited to follow you on this journey!!