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Thursday, February 25, 2010

I keep writing posts and then deleting them.

I don't know what's up with me. I'm feeling very anxious and nervous. That is not like me, I'm a pretty laid back person. I just want some answers about my surgery. So, I start writing about my feelings and then I realize I'm just ranting and so....I delete. Anyway, I'm ready for the weekend. My boys are going to their dad's house, my husband is on a fishing trip, so I'm going to clean my house and then just bask in the cleanliness. Ahhhh a whole weekend alone, maybe I just need to re-charge the old batteries!
Anyway, happy Friday Eve!

6 comments:

LDswims said...

Feel free to rant! It helps to get it out there! That's what I think...although then I have these incredibly long ridiculously whiny blogs. But hey, I feel better...and these are all about us, eh?

Although, the other interesting thing is that when I go back and read them again...I realize how ridiculous I was. And I've found that is helping me to move forward in this process. Didn't know quite how badly I sounded...

Enjoy the weekend to yourself! Sounds like a good change of pace!

Jenny said...

I feel that way too when I write something, but the truth is we are all in the same boat. If we can't be honest on the blog then why have one? I find myself being more honest here than I am anywhere else. Venting is not the same as complaining! It would only be complaining if you did it in EVERY post!!!

Debi said...

I agree with LD and Jenny!! This is your blog and you can vent, whine, cry, whatever!! We will be there to offer support when needed and a shoulder to cry on if necessary!

No need to delete your posts, just put out what you feel like saying at the time. I do, which leads to multiple posts in one day sometimes. Because if I don't post it when I am thinking about it, I will forget it!!! LOL

Bonnie said...

Another yes! for rant away. I look at my blog as a diary that I try to make a little more interesting so people will want to read it. We are in a tough spot because we can't give all these brilliant ideas for living with the lapband because we don't have one yet. And since we don't have one and don't even know if we'll get approved for one (but we will!), some of our posts are going to be a bit whiny, ranty and anxious. Don't feel guilty - I'll always read ya, Baby.

Band Groupie said...

Rant away...the blog is for YOU. I've learned to trust that someone will understand, but I still find myself hesitating to push that publish button every single time I write anything that puts me 'out there' (someone always understands). There's no more stressful time than waiting for your band, we've been there! It's coming GF!

Girl Bandit said...

Go for it and rant away...we will listen and forgive!!!!