Monday, October 31, 2011's here, like it or not!

Well, once again it's Monday. I'm just not in the mood for Monday. I didn't sleep well last night and that always makes Monday even more of a bummer. The weekend however was good. My hubby was out of town most of last week, so it was so nice to spend time with him, just hanging out. Friday, we did football, Saturday we had a party to watch football and yesterday we just recovered from Friday and Saturday. Today, I'm swamped at work closing out the month, and I'm starting to have this awful feeling that the year is nearly gone! How did this happen? The next couple of months are so busy for me.

On the band front, I'm just not really motivated lately to be particularly good. I can't tell you how many compliments I keep getting from people, telling me that they can really tell I've lost more since they've seen me last, which is crazy, I haven't lost any weight months. In fact, I'm waffling back and forth with 2 pounds up and down on a regular basis. I just don't get it. I really want to get motivated. I keep thinking, well... now that I've acclimated to this weight, I'll start to really get my groove back. It's true, I'm starting to feel like this is the new heavy me, I can't really remember what it felt like to be as heavy as I was. I feel good right now, but I'm starting to feel like my gut is huge and my muffin top is very visible, so maybe that's a good sign right? I don't want to get too comfortable. I do want to get the rest of my weight off, and let's face it, my skin has had more than enough time to adjust.'s okay, you can do your thing now!

Thank you all for the kind comments and prayers about my last post. It's been a really rough week for my kids and their school. I really appreciate your support.

Hope you all have a great week!
Big Hugs!


MandaPanda said...

I am right there with you. I have been betwee 162-165 for months!!! I just can't seem to get motivated to do more. I now know I can eat like crap and maintain but that's not really the point, right? The point is to get to goal (whatever that goal may be)! Let's buck up and get back on the motivational bandwagon together!

Amanda said...

I get comments too recently stating that they can really tell I have lost a lot in the last couple of weeks! Erm NO. But thanks!

Ronnie said...

Hope the rest of your Monday has been good!

Darlin1 said...

I feel the same as you do T ...and with the holidays coming up ...I don't want to gain any....scary!