LilySlim - Weight loss

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I have a real problem

Yeah, I'm sorry...a lot. I don't know why, but I'm always sorry for something. I make my husband crazy, because he may say something in passing and I think it's directed at me, I immediately start thinking I've done something wrong, regardless if I have or not. I blame myself for every one's discontent, weather they are discontent or not. What's up with that? I really need to work on this. I'm sure that, by being sorry so much, when something happens that I need to be sorry about, my apology would hold less weight because I'm sorry all the time. Does that make any sense? So, today I'm going to concentrate on not being sorry unless I really should be. I'm sure that this all stems from being in an abusive relationship for so much of my past. I was made to feel like everything was my fault and I truly believed it. It's funny how easy it is to slip back into old habits. My husband is a wonderful man, he treats me with respect and kindness, I'm so thankful he's in my life. I was really doing better with this, but all of the crap that's been happening with my ex has just brought old emotions to the surface. So, my goal for today is to not be sorry. That sounds bad, I know....but I'm not sorry! There...have a great day. Thanks for all of your support and kind words. Happy Wednesday!
Oh, and on the weight loss front, I am 1/8 of a pound from breaking this darn plateau. Send me some good vibes. Big hug!


Miss Vickie "The Queen Bee" said...

Good vibes and huge hugs to you sweetie! I'm are having a tough time of things. This too shall pass!

Band Groupie said...

Come on 1/8!!! Good vibes!

Angela said...


Good vibes for breaking the plateau.

Stephanie said...

I apologize all the time for things that are beyond my control, so I can relate to your feelings. Just know you can't rememdy everything and that sometimes you just have to step back and let go. it can be hard, but you are better than your ex and you need to release yourself of the stress. I know you can do it!

Jennifer said...

1/8th? Is that even a real weight? I only count 1/2 lbs. Trim your bangs and call it!
Here's to never being sorry again. (I can relate - and yes, it's b/c of your past relationship - been there/done that/soooo over it)
Hugs Tessie - you gorgeous creature! I love you to bits and pieces.

Sally Hamilton said...

Tinkle twice in the morning before you weigh - that 1/8 lb. should disappear!

DB said...

{{{{GOOD VIBES}}}}

Midwest Meg said...

I also say "I'm sorry" all the time, and have noticed I even say "Thank you" for things people should be thanking ME for!

Sam said...

Sending good vibes your way:}

The sorry thing is the same for me, I have to put it down to my low self esteem, sometimes I think I am really trying to say 'sorry for existing in your space' but I am working on it and so can you.

And thanks for your kind comments of support to me lately, they are helping me.

Cindylew said...

Here comes my good vibes...and hugs too.

Drazil said...

I am never sorry I met you.
I am never sorry I can call you my friend.
I am never sorry that you let me in your life.
I am never sorry to see you grow stronger every day.

I am only sorry I didn't know you sooner.

Jacquie said...

Good vibes on that weight loss Tessie! I love you...I feel like we are long lost sisters with all the similarities we have!